I can understand the compulsion but at the end of the day you are making someone else have to deal with having caused your death which is so selfish. But then I guess if you get to that point you don't really care about much anymore anyway.

Urgh. :(

The really weird thing is I had dreams about people being killed by trains all night. (The man was an alcoholic and beat his wife and then killed himself, I really have the nicest dreams. There was also a car on the tube line, which is odd and unlikely really) I also had a dream that I was having a baby though so I doubt this was me seeing the future or owt.